I have not
ceased being fearful,
but I have ceased to let fear control me.
I have accepted fear as a part of life -
specifically the fear of change, the fear of the unknown;
and I have gone ahead despite the pounding in my heart that says:
turn back, turn back, you'll die if you venture too far.
but I have ceased to let fear control me.
I have accepted fear as a part of life -
specifically the fear of change, the fear of the unknown;
and I have gone ahead despite the pounding in my heart that says:
turn back, turn back, you'll die if you venture too far.
I haven’t written a
blog post in a couple of months because I was changing and renovating my house,
mind, body and soul. I was also trying to determine what I really want my blog
to be. I started this blog to provide inspiration for others based on my
experience. I wanted to share the things I go through as a parent, divorcee and
full time working mother and I really couldn’t get the vibe that I wanted so I
decided to some renovations and make changes. I have a new direction for my
blog and for my life.
In next few blog entries
I will be sharing my journey of Changes & Renovation over the last 2
months.
The catalyst for the
changes and renovations was that I had a life altering moment when I thought
that I was going to go blind. I was having difficulty driving at night and then
it moved into the day. Everything was blurry around me and it was progressively
getting worse by the day. I was having trouble focusing because of the blurry
vision and it was causing several migraines a day. It got to the point where I
had stopped driving at day or night unless I really had to. Thank God for my
parents because they were able to help me with my daughter in terms of pick up
and drop off because I didn’t trust myself to drive with her in the car.
